I always wondered what happened to people that I followed on their blogs. There was one woman that I followed for a few years, then she was gone. I can’t even remember her name now.
Now I know, I look at the date on the last post I made and it’s a year and a half ago. I had to check twice because I couldn’t really believe I had lost a year and a half. Once I had accepted that it did in fact happen the next step was to begin the search for a reason. There must be a reason, right?
I guess my fallback position would have to be that everything is a result of my age. I’ve reached the ripe old age of seventy, and as my mother said, “how did that happen? Or it could somehow be an outgrowth of the heart attack I had three and a half years ago. I still wonder if my mind is the same after that experience.
After ruminating on all the reasons that have crossed my mind, I’ve decided that the only valid reason for wondering is to decide if these issues will continue to get worse. If they do, I don’t see anything I can do to prevent it, so I guess I’ll just have to accept it.
but still, I wonder what ever happened to what’s her name?